I always wanted to blog. I can remember starting to talk about it back in 2008. But I never had the guts. “What if people think I’m stupid”? was one of the things that came to my mind a lot. The other reason I was scared, was because of time… (yes it is time-consuming) But I was scared that I might not have felt up to it after treatment or a random flare up. But I’m so glad I started this blog.
I have always wanted to journal my life. I have at least 5 empty journals in my study right now to prove my good intentions. I just don’t want to forget all the good stuff, and I want to remember all the bad stuff too, to be honest. I want to read back in a year’s time and see that I overcome certain things that tried to knock me over. I want to remember it all…to reflect on it, to share it, to keep it close to me. And I want to remember all the travels, laughs, good food and concerts too. All the things that make my heart beat faster.
When I played around with the thought of blogging some more, I thought that I will blog about all the fun stuff, and leave out anything and everything about my illness. But that would have been fake as it is such a big part of my life. Whether I like it or not. So I made the decision to include it. Every raw detail of every step of my life. And I’m so glad that I did because the feedback I got blew me away.
A lot of people asked me how we travel so much and go out so much while dealing with an illness too. And I just never made it an option in my life. I never gave myself the choice to sit back and let life slip away. I took it as it was. I wanted to live my life as normal as possible and I’m sure I can say that I almost succeed.
I got asked how we take a wheelchair everywhere we go as a lot of people are under the impression that when you make use of a wheelchair that your world becomes smaller. And I want to prove them wrong.
I want to show that you can go almost anywhere and still do almost everything that healthy people do.
I also want to blog to raise awareness. To show the censored side of what your own body can do to you. To show and enlighten people about what treatment does to you.
I want to blog to give hope to those who no longer have hope. To show that you can travel, eat, go out and have a good time with friends while battling for your life too, and still smile.
Positivity is a choice.
I haven’t been blogging very long, but I hope that I have the opportunity to do so for many years to come. I wouldn’t have had come this far in life without my hubby who supports me during every second of it all.
Thank you to every single person who read my blog. Thank you to those of you who send me inbox messages on social media telling me that I inspire you. You guys make all of this worth it! ♥
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